Still in the Why stage / Mom
I miss you so much. I miss your laugh, your phone calls, your silly ways. I wish I had called you that Friday when I got home, but I knew I was going to see you the next day. I didn't get to see you, somebody made sure of that. I saw you on Monday, in a way I have always prayed I would never see my children.
I try to help Mariah, and keep her as often as possible. I know you watch over her, and I also know you will help us when she gets old enough to start asing questions.
Maybe the police will find out who did this. There is no why, I don't care if it was somebody on drugs, or coming down off drugs, or somebody that was mad at your or someone in the house, I want them put away for the rest of their natural life.
It is so hard to talk to God, I just want him to let me see you again and hear you again.
Melissa, I know that you have given us signs of who was involved, I always said we would find out and that you would be the one that let us know. Don't let your family down on this, we are not going to stop until we know who did this.
Point us in the right direction, give some of your friends a sign so they think of you and will remember something or hear something that will help the police.
You know what I am doing tomorrow, please be with me, please give me the strength I need as I go through this.
Give my grandson a hug and kiss, tell him how much I love and miss him. Let him know that KeShawn, Tylie and Mariah will always know about him and that his pictures, along with yours will always be displayed at grandma's house.
Miss you baby girl, wish I could be there to hug you. You were a good mom, you taught a lot of people what a family and family love was, you were trying to get an education to provide for your family, I get so angry when someone says something about your grades, I know what you were going through trying to take care of Mariah, pay the bills, find a job, take care of your house and go to school. The last two times I saw you, you looked so tired, but you would never complain, you would just tell Amber and me that you had to do what you had to do to make sure Mariah had a good life.
Amber and I promise that we will always help Mariah when she need help.
I love you and miss you.
XXXOOOxxxoooXXXooo
That is big hugs, regular hugs, and I love you kisses.
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